I don't even know how to start this. But lets be honest. Junior year of high school has been hell. If people tell you ohh noo it's not that bad, they are lying. Sophomore year, we got projects, and a bit of homework. And I figured that since I don't have a job, and all I do outside of school is dance that I would be fine this year.
I was wrong.
Very wrong.
The definition of an existential crisis according to Wikipedia is a moment at which an individual questions the very foundations of their life: whether their life has any meaning, purpose, or value.
This is the entirety of my life right now. I procrastinate more than ever, and I'm perfectly aware of the fact that I procrastinate. I just don't even care anymore. I even went onto 7cupsoftea.com during lunch today and tried explaining to the "listener" what I am going through. They just told me that I should focus on school work because it's important and will need the knowledge in my future.
I just want to lay on my floor with a fuzzy blanket, maybe a fluffy dog too, and sit there. Literally just sit there. I'm so done with all the drama and all the ish that teenagers make up in high school. I know that I sound whiny but it's so true! How many times a day do you find yourself listening to so and so talk about someone's hair or new pants. I just want to scream "NONE OF IT MATTERS ANYWAYS"
I don't even know if I will post this but here is a link to a great video explaining existential crisis' in a bit more detail:
Danisnotonfire - Existential Crisis
Thanks for reading and don't be afraid of leaving a little comment down below.
- Kat
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